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  Rating:
      Explicit
  Archive Warning:
      Underage
  Category:
      F/M
  Fandom:
      Vampire_Academy_Series_-_Richelle_Mead
  Relationship:
      Dimitri_Belikov/Rose_Hathaway
  Character:
      Rose_Hathaway, Dimitri_Belikov
  Additional Tags:
      Masturbation_in_Shower, Shower_Sex, Accidental_Voyeurism, Fingerfucking,
      Plot_What_Plot/Porn_Without_Plot
  Stats:
      Published: 2014-03-23 Words: 2516
****** I sing a bitter song ******
by gilbertcest
Summary
     Rose takes a shower but it turns into something more. Dimitri walks
     in on her. Smut ensues.
Notes
     I'm not happy with this but it has been so long since I wrote more
     than I few hundred words.. so here you go.
                       you need to lower your standards
                               cause it’s never
                         getting any better than this
                                        
It was almost midnight and summer was reaching it’s peak. Even the usually dry
Montana air was getting unbearably humid. Midnight in the Moroi day of course
meant noon for humans. So the sun was glaring at me from my open window and to
my frustration the curtains barely moved. Our dorms didn’t have air condition
and in a desperate attempt to cool down my room I had opened the window.
I realized now that this had been a mistake. 
I lay in my bed, the covers pushed over to the empty side of my twin bed, my
legs spread. I was only wearing underwear and a shirt that was too big for me.
I had bought while Lissa and I had been away from the academy. 
Still sweat was pooling around my body. Me tossing and turning didn’t help
either.
With an agonized groan, I got out of my bed. I was wired. On edge. Angry. I
didn’t really know what I was feeling. 
All I knew was that I needed to cool down. So I decided to take a shower. For a
moment I contemplated putting on pants but even the thought of covering myself
with anything made me shudder.
It only took me about a minute until I had all the necessary items together and
left my room. Since it was summer vacation almost everyone was back home with
their families. Barely a handful of novices had stayed behind because - like me
- they didn’t really have a family to go back to.
I hurried into the bathroom and dropped my things on the counter. Hastily I
shed the meager clothing that was on me and without wasting anymore time I
stepped under the next shower head.
Ice cold water rained down on me and I shuddered happily.
„Oh god.“ I gasped, pressing my back against the cold wall and closed my eyes.
The cold was overwhelming all my other senses and my body was covered in
goosebumps. But it was still better than melting in the heat. I didn’t move
away.
I lost track of time eventually. Fortunately unlike the hot version you
couldn’t run out of cold water. My body slowly adjusted to the cold. Being a
dhampir didn’t just mean that we were physically strong, we could also endure
and find pleasure in situations that would be uncomfortable for both Moroi and
humans alike.
Even though I wasn’t feeling like I was about to burst into flames anymore, I
couldn’t relax. The restless feeling I had in my room hadn’t really gone away.
My hands had been pressed flatly against the wall to absorb it’s coldness, but
now they started to move somewhere else.
I knew that I was in a public bathroom but even if we weren’t on vacation the
number of female dhampirs were very limited in St. Vladimirs. I was pretty sure
that I was the only one left in the dorm right now.
One of my hands sneaked up to my breasts. They were already sensitive by the
cold shower I was having and welcomed my touch. I pinched my nipples softly,
pulling on them a little. My other hand was placed lightly on the top of my
thigh, twitching in anticipation. But if I was going to do this now, I would
take my time. 
After all it was the middle of the night. I had all the time in the world. 
I played with my breasts a little while longer until my nipples were painfully
hard and I could feel my pulse between my legs. All the while my eyes stayed
close. Normally I would imagine someone else doing this to me. But tonight it
was just me. I liked the idea of that.
My fingers, ice cold from the water, slipped between my legs. I let out a
strangled moan when they came in contact with my clit. I relished in the
feeling of the coldness and once I adjusted I started making small circular
motions. I could feel my heart beating violently in my chest and my body urging
me to go faster.
Biting down on my lower lip, I spread my legs as far apart as I could and let
my fingers slip all over my cunt. I was wet, I didn’t know how much of it was
from the shower and how much of it was myself, but my fingers smoothly slid
inside of me and I let out a moan. 
I set a quick pace after that. I was Rose Hathway after all. Patience was not
my strong suit.
Soon I found myself shaking, on the verge of breaking apart but I kept moving.
Adding a second and a third finger until I could feel blood in my mouth. I
released my lower lip, panting. I was so, so close. My thumb was circling my
clit in quick, desperate motions. Long gone were my intentions of dragging this
out. I wanted to come. Wanted the bliss my orgasm would bring.
I was so caught up in my pleasure that I didn’t realize at first but my moans
had been getting louder. The acoustics of the bathroom only made it that much
worse. But I couldn’t bother with that. Not when I was so close to falling
apart.
„Oh, fuck.“ I groaned, „fuck, fuck, fuck.“
I didn’t came, I was so close. I could almost taste it but my release wouldn’t
come. I tensed, my thumb replaced by two fingers rubbing aggressively now over
my clit. I needed to come. But the more I tried to force it, the more I could
feel it slipping away from me.
„No, no. Please.“ I wasn’t thinking clearly anymore. My mind lost somewhere
between pure bliss and desperation. I felt like I was going crazy. 
Then I felt it.
Something stopped me by taking hold of my hand. Or rather someone. 
My eyes shot open and I found myself blinking up at Dimitri’s dark brown eyes.
I panicked. Naturally. But when I tried to stand upright, he kept me there, one
hand still wrapped around mine and the other on my shoulder.
„Let me.“ He said. There was something in his voice. It almost sounded like he
was as desperate as I was.
I nodded.
And then he touched me. My hand fell away and his was there to take it’s place.
His long fingers dipped into my core, curling a little as he pulled out again.
„Jesus..-“ I gasped, I felt like my body was on fire. Despite the ice cold
wather that was still pouring over me.
His fingers worked over my clit just as quickly as mine had. Unlike me though
he wasn’t making jerky, desperate movements. No, they were strong and skilled
and touched me in all the right places. I found myself clutching at this
shoulders, my head buried in his chest as he worked me over. „Oh, god. Faster,
Dimitri, faster. Please. I can’t-“
Somewhere in the back of my brain something clicked. The cloudy haze lifted and
I realized that I was wrapped around Dimitri and his fingers were touching me
exactly where I had wished they would so many times.
I didn’t think it was possible but my pulse grew faster and suddenly I wasn’t
as eager to finish anymore. Because the desperation was gone and I found myself
enjoying his touch.
And with that realization a wave of pleasure rolled over me, sending shocks all
over my body. I counldn’t control my movements anymore. I was consumed by the
reaction of my body. And then I felt it. Felt the bliss I had been wanting to
feel. It ran over me and for a moment I felt like I was standing under scaling
hot water. I had to press my face in Dimitri’s chest to muffle my screams.
His fingers stopped their quick rhythm and slowly he pulled away. I looked up
at him, still trying to catch my breath.
„Oh, Roza..“ He said and I could see the desire in his eyes. They swept over me
and his arms came around me to hold me up. He pressed a kiss on my forehead and
I let out another groan. 
„I want you.“ I said. It was barely a whisper but he still heard me.
I looked up at him and found him looking down at me. His expression looked...
hungry.
„I know you want me, too.“ I said, the fatigue that had come over me with my
orgasm was starting to clear. „I’m here. So, take me."
I was being bold, I knew that. But I had just experienced a mind blowing
orgasm. One that Dimitri had given me. So, I thought I was well in line. 
I saw his resolve crumble and decided to make my move. In a heartbeat I had him
pinned against the wall, my naked body pressed against his. I noted that he was
wearing sweats and a plain shirt. It didn’t really matter though if this went
my way he'd soon be naked.
Before he could recover from my quick movement, I pressed my lips against his.
And he kissed me back.
Our mouths met each other hungrily like we’d been starved for the other. I let
my hands rake through his hair and pulled him closer to me. I was surprised
when the water was cut off but didn’t dwell on it. Instead I reached for
Dimitri’s shirt and yanked it carelessly over his head. 
Before the shirt hit the floor, my lips had already found their way to his
neck, kissing and sucking eagerly. My hands were roaming over his chest and
down his stomach. Meanwhile Dimitri’s own hands slid over my sides to my hips
and up again.
„You’re so beautiful.“ He muttered when I came back up to kiss his lips.
„Shut up and kiss me.“ I growled, and my teeth grazed over his bottom lip. I
could feel him smile and he choose that moment to grab me by the back of my
thighs and hoist me up. I was startled but still managed to wrap my legs around
his waist without hesitation.
It felt like an eternity that we stood there, kissing each other. My tongue met
his and I took my time exploring his mouth. I didn’t know if I would ever get
the chance to do this again. I wanted to savor this moment. Wanted it etched in
my memory forever. 
„Rose.“ Dimitri said, his voice urgent when my hands had finally found their
way back down his torso and to his waistband. „Are you sure?“
I nodded. „Yes. Oh, god yes. Why do you still have to ask?“
He replied by kissing me. And then my world spun when he turned and pressed my
back against the cold wall. I had grown used to the warm air around us and the
cold made me shudder. Dimitri smirked down at me. 
And then everything moved fast. Or that’s how it felt to me. Dimitri was
stripped off his sweatpants and underwear and pulled my legs closer around him.
I could feel his hardness pressing against me and I gasped, my eyes falling
close.
He pressed a soft kiss on my neck, before whispering. „I want you to look at
me, Roza.“ 
And that’s what I did. I looked up and I saw him watching me. His eyes were
filled with desire and love and so much more. It make my insides pull
together. 
Dimitri pushed himself slowly into me and my arms wrapped around his neck. No
matter how much I wanted to close my eyes and let my head fall back, I kept
watching him. When he was fully inside me, I was panting. Instead of moving
right away he stood still. I enjoyed the feeling of him inside of me but after
a few seconds I grew impatient and moved my own hips against him. 
That seemed to be enough of a push, because soon Dimitri had my back firmly
pressed against the wall again and he was moving in and almost completely out
of me in long but quick movements. Despite his wishes, my eyes had fallen close
and my fingers were clutching his shoulders again. Like I was holding on for
dear life. Or sanity. I didn't know. 
Each time he moved back into me I let out a little gasp. His movements picked
up speed and I could hear his own panting. My eyes met his again and I felt
like we were one. There it was again. That connection, that electricity that
seemed to spark between us when we looked at each other. 
„I love you.“
We both had said it at the same time. The same thought. Like a single person. I
let my head fall onto his shoulder and I gasped when I felt one of his hands
move between our bodies. He began rubbing my clit again and I was still
sensitive from the last time. It pushed me towards the edge again. His
movements became faster and faster until the two of us where covered in sweat
and our hearts were pounding.
„I.. I'm-“ The words didn’t come, instead a moan broke out of me just as
another wave of pleasure threatened to bury me. This time it was stronger, more
overwhelming than the last and I felt like I couldn’t breathe. Dimitri’s own
movements turned frantic and he joined me in my oblivion. 
Our bodies stopped moving and his head fell next to mine. Or breathing was hard
and it reminded me of our training sessions.
A few moments passed in which we both recovered and then he let me down. I
smiled up at him. I was feeling completely relaxed and all of a sudden very
sleepy. He looked back at me and even though he smiled back, I could see
something dark flash behind his eyes.
 „Don’t.“ I warned him quietly before he could say anything. „This was the
greatest thing I have ever experienced. Don't ruin it. Don’t say anything. Not
yet.“ My voice sounded oddly vulnerable and I hoped he didn’t catch it.
 He nodded but didn’t reply.
 I gathered my clothes, pulling my shirt over my head, it stuck to my wet body
but I didn't care. I was about to leave but a thought hit me. „I have one
question though.“ Dimitri turned towards me and smiled weakly. „Then ask,
Rose.“
„What where you doing here?“
His smiled faded. „I heard you.“ He said briskly. „I thought you were in
danger.“
Now it was my turn to smile. „And when you found me like this, you decided to
what? Help a girl out?“
He remained silent. It was probably because of what I had said earlier, so I
didn’t push my luck.
„Well, thank you.“ I said, feeling awkward all of a sudden. And I darted out of
the bathroom, rushing back into the hellhole that was my bedroom. 
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